if i can only answer yes or no, then no
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When i have lucid dreams that im about to die my brain starts working very fast to try to survive. It starts working faster than normal and then i wake up
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i had a dream earlier that i was bodyswapped with someone else
that was really really uncomfortable
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But its not always no 
why do u hate me
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My (moms) insurance covers a new pair anyways as long as itās cheaper than 150 so Iāll take it lol
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well iām gonna need an answer on the essay portion to begin typing that up
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Yeah you can answer in essay
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i think im more scared now. theres so much to think about now. so many possibilities, so much to lose, so much unknown. I hate that. but i think when i get there itll be alright. my mind melting back into the earth and the everything will seem alot more pretty when im on the edge
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ive felt my conciousness fade before. not bad. Iām sure its even better when your brain does funny chemical things
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i donāt explicitly hate you but a lot of my feelings on you are really neutral, moreso than other people. a large part of it, i guess, is that youre typically acting, but i suppose the alternative for that to you would be simply not talking. i appreciate you as a human being but besides the natural feelings humans feel towards each-other nothing really points me in any way with you. i know, briefly, who you are, and i feel sorry for you for what youāve experienced, but when we explicitly talk i dunno if iām activelyā¦ getting anything from it? no emotional reward or psychological fufillment, for example
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lati i think this is worse than saying you hate him
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i did kinda want to be honest though
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you just called him empty calories
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iām sure a part of that is because of who I intrinsically am, given my brain is a specimen, and iām not a very happy person and i find fulfillment in next to nothing
so itās not largely your fault
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i only started trying to write recently to give myself something to do
itās not very entertaining for me either
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im rather similar. personally i dont find him traditionally pleasant butā¦ something else? Itās a different mode of communication. Itās like playing the 100 mario challenge in smm1 and playing the hot garbage. theres no reason to it its just tilting. whoever made it doesnt even know its tilting. yet you still want to win, yknow? Thereās a joy to that frustration
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does anybody like me
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yeah probably
theyāre just not here right now
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I get no joy out of winning either. I got tutuu to change his pronouns for one week like it was my end goal and i felt nothing. I am here for the grind, the end goal means very little
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