that is fair
how have both of you been, lately
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that community was where the name PsychoKang came from btw
if anyone remembers that pile of dogshit
originally it was PretenderKang but then i changed it for reasons i do not remember
i am taking full advantage of the fact i am experiencing these memories by writing them down
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i do remember that i changed it cuz people made impostor alts of me and it pissed me off tho
i have the similar odd recollection of my past from time to time too
i prefer just to let it go, myself. not much worth keeping
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oh no totally that’s why im never going to look back on this conversation unless i have a flash of inspiration and need to dig up a detail
i see, then
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ive gotten dangerously close to internet communities at an even younger age
iirc my discord account was created at age 9 because of some guy on fucking PokemonShowdown, specifically in a room called “Survivor” that had nothing to do with orgs
(usually i approximate my age at the earliest community as 9 but its closer to 10)
his name was DaBigCheez. my parents made me block him because the aforementioned community said swears often
though it might’ve been the other way around but still
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Generally good and excited for the school semester to start. I’d give a solid like 8/10 for my mood right now.
I… always worry about my decision making and tbh it sounds dumb but being 21 makes not smoking way harder than I thought. Like I haven’t but I think about it a lot ngl. That’s my big struggle atm. And also my dad is making some really bad decisions currently but honestly in the grand scheme of things, these problems are not that bad and my mood is good. So I would generally say good!
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i have asthma, so i’m rather fortunate in the regard that i would die.
is it societal pressure?
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i remember “roleplaying” on a minecraft server called PartyZone, whose main attraction was a creative thing with plots n shit. that kind of server
the main attraction for me in particular was afking on the server waiting for an interesting conversation to happen tho
ive said this one once before actually! katze responded that this is somehow the least suprising thing they have ever learned about me despite them having know way of ever potentially knowing i did that
it’s been dead for >4 yearas now, i think. i actually checked the forums and they still existed as of 2024 but i think they’re gone now. what a pity
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on occassion i will go through my google docs and there will be a random resignation note from one of the founders of that community in there that gets modified every year for like no reason so it keeps getting bumped up to the top of my list
it doesnt even get modified in any meaningful way it just keeps appearing
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Not at all societal. I mean I think it’s shameful, it’s entirely chemical. I tried nicotine twice ever and I still think about it often especially whenever I get stressed. I used to drink a lot but my mind doesn’t really go there often.
Like my brain is just wired to really really crave this stuff. Literally any of the common non-substance addictions (gambling, shopping etc.) also get me bad. And I have my dad with his insane car payment and opioid habit as a sort of reminder of what will happen if I don’t exercize extreme self-control.
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yea
In your 20s, you can pull an all nighter. Not so after your 20s have passed.
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Get a list of FoLers by age, and I’ll be in the top 10 guaranteed.
Yes lol
I mean if you count People With a FoL Account then technically maybe not since some MU boomers joined for just a FAM. But. As far as any semblance of activity, yeah, u r a fol grandpa
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I remember this handle.