pondering what actually matters when worldbuilding as a dm
I usually make shit up aggressively as I go but with guardrails
and I’m not doing that this time
like yes i could tell you about fringe tax code theory but that’s obviously for me and not for the players
do the players actually care if I have a bunch of listed locations
will they consult the map at all despite nominally being detectives
do i even want to make a map (no)
also lowk hobbies are unduly taking over my life
but my job is boring and feels like a drain
maybe get back into the ‘simple joys’
if i remember right you do retail?
i would kill myself if i had to do retail again
i’m in accounting
which is also soul draining but an entirely different kind of soul draining
yeah i noticed you sounded like your heart had a little bit of soul
mash designers can’t stop randing me ITA boosters that I end up shooting and killing too many people with
omg n.1’s airlock where they intentionally ran a very game relevant event specifically at 5am my time so I wouldn’t win the game except I stayed up and won the game and then complained about it and my criticism was brushed aside as I was ‘biased’
ah so are you staying up for another airlock event now?
can we PLEASE stop including time-relevant events unless they’re expressly funny and have an acceptable window(s)
okay LOTR is sort of passable bc you are expected to make it to EoD and you knew EoD time when you signed up but like
yes they have me hostage
help
i used to be pretty afraid of gnats. nowadays it’s tapered off to a mixture of hatred and unsettlement
when i was about 10 years old swimming in our complex pool at dusk my mom took my kid brother to the bathroom and while i was alone a cloud of fucking gnats coalesced over my head. desperately tried to shake them. they kept following me. think i might’ve shook some eventually going underwater long enough across the pool. fuck gnats all my homies hate gnats
wow you hate me
my phobia of insects is pretty much gone. still freaks me out sometimes but like, im able to go outside without high risk of a panic attack! and thats a huge improvement over Not Doing That
i think the last time I had anything resembeling a bug related meltdown was like may? and ive been outside a ton and around bugs since. im very happy ive managed to beat this fear bc it was heavily controlling my life and had been for yeras. honestly thought it would take more time but desperate times called for desperate measures ig.
does that mean you can finally play silksong now or has that ship sailed
Unironically have been thinking about playing it recently yeah
In the mood for a platformer and remembered it existed 
Right so Olaplex has literally top of the market, vegan, cruelty free, best ever performing haircare products that I’ve used
Obviously it comes with a hefty price tag but like so do all middle class activist brands looks at Lush
Anyways DO NOT expect their shipping to be any decent whatsoever
I ordered their signature grapefruit fragrance mist like at the end of June. Then it was stuck in preshipment phase so I emailed them to resend it. They did. then a week later it got returned to sender, which I had to phone DHL for, and received the response it was because it contained ‘dangerous goods’. Love it when Olaplex tries to send me dangerous goods
Anyways out of their own volition before I could reply they refunded me before I could pass on the dangerous goods thing, then I told them, THEN just today I get a notification and email from Shop (shopify’s client facing portal) that they’ve dispatched another one
Like this is such a clusterfuck what is going on lol