mine was 205 literally autismogging yall
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i meannn itās not too late,
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Communication is very good. I have this one internet friend who i misread the messages / intent of a number of times, and this is like the fifth time i got covinced theyre being unreasonable and horrible towards me and are hurting me and my instinct is to cut them off (this is my BPD speaking. Its ready to cut off absolutely anyone if its to protect me, if it senses danger). And i found myself communicating and clearing up the misunderstanding and everything is back to normal and im realizing there was only good intent, just different communication styles. And its relieving. And i feel guilty snd stupid for letting it go that close to the edge, but its also not entirely within my control, i think. I wish ā¦ I didnt have BPD. Not a great combo with autism probably? Consistently misunderstand people, and then feel abnormally hurt and upset, which impedes communication, which is needed to wrinkle it out. Its difficult for me. But what else can i do
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So from what I can tell, what happened is that she didnāt actually fall for it and the whole āmoving to canadaā thing was her mother thinking she fell for it, and apparently her mother is the one whoās crazy and allegedly was fucking masterminding the relationship going awry in the first place???
what the fuck am i supposed to do
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So Iām just kind of in a very awkward position now
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Thumbs-up react and engage no more.
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Iām still struggling to fathom this shit
Iām not sure how much stock to put into an online autism test, compared to say going to a specialist in this sort of thing 
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My social medias are gone
Love u guys and Iāll be back in due time when Iām better
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wait what hwaht waht
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you better not be pushing everyone away so you can wallow in misery
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counterpoint
social media almost never makes anybody feel better so deleting them is extremely likely to be +EV for mental state
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okay but sometimes people say āsocial mediaā it also includes things like discord
given the fact heās posting about it here it also includes fol
and i have no idea if mav actually has irl friends to rely on atm
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depends on the social media
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LUNCH WITH SPIDER
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miaw
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Iām sorry Iām (fine) irl though Iām just taking a much needed break and getting actual rest tm
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okay
thatās good
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