Now that I’m in a ‘successful relationship’ and ‘only talk to people I like’ and ‘communicate about things’ I have no interesting drama
its very boring office assistance stuff which ive done before technically but hey it means i have more money to spend on dumb shit (read: jewelry for fiancée)
you’re kinda an open book if you pay attention
Well I have no reason to hide my personality around these parts, most definetly in others.
I keep one very silly side and then the very serious verbose self when I am on Wikipedia or somebody reported me on BoTCU again becauseeee somebody really likes those tickets like they’re for dining out or something
I really miss the wikipedia nerd discussions, everyone is amusing and are really passionate. But there’s a person I avoid there and my interests in general like researching and writing articles diminished.
study the necronomicon in your tower
ooh
lonely high school age boy who’s obsessed with youtubers
Close enough.
Less so YouTubers and moreso just certain games in general.
you get the idea
…looking at this kinda makes me want to make Paradox Hazard 2.
“All Reds are immune to reds.” 
“Going through the entire player list from top to bottom, for every red aimed at a Red, if either [a loop was created because of the red] or [multiple reds ends up intending to red the same player], negate the red and increment an [3rR0r].” 
READING COMPREHENSION TEST 
Now, the issue is… with this much mech bullbittery, who would still be tempted to use their abilities!?
–and that’s exactly what I need to design! 
“Protection is just a Kill-only Block. However, distinction is still necessary, because it matters when executing the order-of-operations.”
…the only reason why Block is “stronger” (i.e., has a higher priority rank) than Protection is because it causes all types of actions to fail, whereas Protection only causes Kills to fail. (There is also the matter of “Block is more directly involved, compared to Protection’s indirect involvement”, but that is a detail that I am going to overlook.)
Think about it. If there were to be some crazy strong ability that “only blocks Manip-type abilities”, then it would still be on the same level as Block. Meanwhile, if there were to be some nonsensical ability that “blocks any type abilities except Manip”, wouldn’t it then be “weaker” than Block? Y’know, because it can be manipulated? At best it would be higher than Protection, but it could never reach the same level as Block.
Even though the two abilities are centered around “causing failure”, one is “stronger” than the other because “the weaker one can do less”…
It makes sense, naturally. However, knowing this truth does not ease my heart. There has to be something that will throw this hierarchy into chaos. I need to find it if I want Paradox Hazard 2 to exist.
Yeah.
Think thats mainly just the internet as a whole
whats my formula
Atlas what’s your formula? (I don’t know if want this answered)
i’m not entirely sure
i don’t know you.
you’re a generally sociable person who pushes herself to be sociable so she can be happy. you clearly have things you’re working through and trying to find your place in the world, which makes categorising you in particular very hard. you’re still searching
i dunno
it’s very hard to evaluate oneselves effectively
“they’re all formulaic”
two immediate counterexamples
you’re the type of person to say whatever you need to say to get your voice out in the world. because you need socialisation. you need people to see you.