I wish they cared about the relationship enough to make any attempt to repair it but they didn’t. And it’s hard to communicate that without sounding all “I want you back” which I don’t. Because they clearly didn’t care. I wish we were in the counterfactual world where they did
i blame benguinedparbecue, in full
surely i’m not the sole factor
you were a domino block needed to complete the sequence of may spite winning the nobel prize
i better get shouted out in the acceptance speech then
Kitty cat meow meow meow meow
I feel better now
did hearing about my rejection inspire you
Yeah I thought about your suffering andit perked me right up
i confused the stupid internet lingo in zug’s spec chat and now i look like a dolt
i say this but i’m still not sure but not giving the benefit of the doubt isn’t the greatest plan
i’m trying to learn new words but i only remember them if they’re interesting
like “cosset” and “tryst” and “gregarious” and “pell-mell”
but i also want to know “adage” and “erstwhile” but they just don’t stick out
myeh
i have to do good people behaviour which sucks and is terrible
fun atlas fact: i usually spell traveller as. just that. but for a bit i spelt it as traveler because i heard someone else spell it like that and i thought it was incorrect. but then i heard magnus spell it as traveller and then realised it was an american english/uk english thing
i wonder if jonny sims is in scarlet hollow (game made by slay the princess devs, apparently recently?)
oh it’s an episodic thing
there’s a very noticable line that can’t be ignored that someone crossed and apparently i’m the only one with enough common sense to try to do anything regarding it
which is frustrating cause my mind hates drama
an inkling of me feels like i’m being so immature but this isn’t something i can not do