but paying the guy to carry around the spotlight is expensive
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Champs is a drug I can confirm. I pretty much got so high in semi finals because I had all the power for three days
I namesearched post KRC and like they were crazy ego building but it was so low in volume because they just N1ed me
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Masochism desire for suffering vs depersonalised sadism desire for suffering
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but sheās outside swinging from the oak tree
so one can do worse than be a swinger of birches
myeh
Am I ever going to betruly happy in like peaceful contentment or will I always try to seek out intensity and suffering
Academicslly I definitely do the latter. Iām findinghints of it in personal relationships too
idk if youāll leave samsara in this life
i had a strange weakness running down my arms, making my fingers limp. at first, i couldnāt tell what it was, but after a moment, I knew. it was fright, sheer fright!
The emotionIām feeling right now is love for suffering
We also watched parkourciv and pvp civlisation for a bit
Maybeitās displaced regular love
i was gonna say
iām not doing very well
my heads all messed up
thereās something i know that you havenāt connect
i canāt bring myself to say
itās
something
someone
people
other people
challenge
some people like challenge