Functional calculus problem (there was only one on the homework) Not That Bad
post it 
Thtās easy I just forgot to do it
i wonder why so little people strive to be perfect
Iāve been thinking recently about whether Iām unusually ambitious
My sister said she just wants a 9-5 that pays well and Iāve realised thatās normal and Iām abnormal
ā¦real analysis group project?
Not actually that bad really but there;s somebody else on clearly (cause my job numbers are not all in order) and their jobs take like 30 seconds
you might be one of a few people capable of accomplishing that ambition
i know i couldnt
I mean Iām ultimately a standard deviation above in incompetence in different ways. I am this way cause I donāt have to worry about so much. And I odnāt worry about so much. I take in virtually no information about the world around me
like when i explain stuff to people and ask why they still think a certain way they just give a non-answer liks āits dumbā or something
I donāt notice or store peopleās faces or names or voices. I canāt see objects when theyāre right in front of me. I can barely process verbal instructions and I certainly canāt remember them for any significant amount of time. I keep noticing how I just look like a dumb person when in a lot of practical scenarios. Including academic practical scenarios. Labs and research. I donāt focus on that stuff. I get to ignore it
nyaaaaaaaaaa to some degree not worrying is good
I donāt think not worrying is the bad thing here ubt I am kind of incapable of worrying and that causes issues
Today I left my keys in my door and my door open while I went to go get groceries
like if you worry too much it also impairs your ability to. do things. which is bad
you worry about the worst things and donāt worry about the worst things
I more mean that, like, I donāt have survival instincts

