have you ever got a song stuck in your head and then after searching for it realise 1. its bad and 2. its too embarrasing to continue listening to it
yeah me neither.
m doing it again
this sucks
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i really really donāt know why iām so confused lately
actually i have so many reasons now that i just thought about it for a moment
the average person is oddly friendly to me compared to what everybody says
im trying to mentally catalogue if its other people who are weighing their minds down or if iām not as odd looking as i think
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in real life
none of your (general) behaviours are unpredictable.
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i think its just because i havenāt really bothered to think about strangers and people who are pretty much strangers to me perception of me until i wondered if people think i look friendly and/or attractive despite the fact i donāt do any favours for my appearance
or if people are just naturally more friendly then iāve been told
which i donāt really know because. bad memory and never go outside stuff
its so weird to have the physical desire of trying to say something actively pushing me
i normally just do it cause im bored or someone said something my brain thinks is wrong but im sorta having fun now
even if its really embarrasing that i have at best a juvenile understanding of normal people behaviours
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its not as much misunderstanding as much as it is complete apathy
but i think this is a pretty big blind spot, at least
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Hi Atlas
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hi may from flower
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A bit ago Iām only watching now
Someone on Tumblr I follow got brain damage from preexisting subclinical epilepsy being worsened by dental anesthetic and started acting like a lot like I do now which is why I asked that question randomly
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Cause Iāve been trying to think more about the ways Iām actually mentally different from the people around me now that Iām not constantly having accusations of depression/anxiety/psychosis thrown at me as ways to ignore my physical illness
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mew
A lot of itās just weirdbrain adaptations cause I get to focus only on academics like Iām a sort of extremophile and I think thatās why I donāt recognise other people/remember names, just never something Iāve had to worry about. A lot of itās along those lines, just priorities. But other things may be genuine inabilities
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spoilers for magnus archives season 5
i just realised in the birthday scene for jon during the birthday chant everyone says ājonā except elias who says āarchivistā
jghh