i believe in may
i rip that page out its sacrilegious
in like the supportive way. hes probably not real
is that todays story
people who don’t use the Gregorian/Julian Calendars be like:
a bit
damn u could make a video all about that
God I love cold showers. Can’t recommend cold showers highly enough
we live in a society
I’ve been meeting a variety of new people IRL cause of school starting soon. Like proper new people. Cause I live in a small town so it’s always been either people I’ve known my whole life or people I’m introduced by people I’ve known my whole life. It’s nice
i take cold showers in order to feel something
who are the fake new people
Like I am generally a little bit of a freak in quite a few ways & it’s easy to get in your own head about, like, oh maybe these people I meet would be commenting about it if they were not trying to be polite in front of their friends introducing me, maybe I am inside a bubble. And to some degree talking to other college students is still a kind of bubble. But it’s still complete strangers and it’s fine. The world is not sorted into people who already like me and those who never will.
sometimes i let matches burn down to my fingertiprs just to feel something, anything
i’ve burnt my fingertips multiple times
one was when i knocked a pan off the stove and instinctively tried to grab it
the other time was with a lighter
I’ll admit I once had a habit of dipping my fingers into hot candle wax when understimulated
what
Cold showers & forum mafia are a healthier outlet for that sort of instinct I think
Take candle, burn candle, candle wax melts. Candle wax inside candle. Liquid candle wax. Put fingers into liquid candle wax. Interesting stimulus. Hurts fingers due to burns but less unpleasant than boredom
ok but why