I am very much my own favourite person
i cant sleep when i nap. i just lay in bed pondering. i spend alot of time pondering its a habit from when i was a kid. i wasnt allowed much time on the computer or the tv or my tv and i wasn’t sociable so i was agonisingly bored. and i had bad insomnia so i was up all night too. bored. so i think
Oh wow im my least favorite person, ok this makes sense then
MEEEEE
it is worth noting i do this unintentionally as a coping mechanism i just fold into my own mind this is not healthy
I’ve found that i have a very vivid imagination compared to a lot of my friends
I think thats a byproduct of Thinking A Lot To Not Be Bored
Why is it not healthy?
At 6PM remind me to start drinking coffee
Ppl keep talking about health, but health isnt so simple
I did that last night and I perfecrly timed the fatigue from the coffee but not the insomnia and got to bed at 10PM and woke up at 6AM
when i was in school it was very common for me to just lose time. id just stare into the void and hours would pass. now that i dont have to go to school? not as bsd
if I drink coffee after noon, im not sleeping that night
I struggle to sleep for a few hours after I drink coffee but it makes me super damn tired. I’ve got heart issues so the tachycardia from caffeine just means soooo much fatigue
Also I have severe ADHD or whatever that also helps
I think that caffeine just like dosent do anything to me with how long iv been taking Adderall
Don’t you need a heart to have heart issues?
TRUE! Unempathetic
Do i make mac n cheese or top ramen
ramen
Ramen it is
Thanks friend