I used to be able to do tests and not be nervous and barely study
after some (one?) close call though, now I get nervous and feel obligated to study a bit even for tests which realistically will be easy
Compared to the arbitrary idea of being normal
Right now the plan is to go for the degree solely so I donāt forget what I learned. But I ever actually utilized my degree though I would definitely miss the kind of work I do now. Thereās nothing like it. Itās always physically or psychologically exhilarating, or both.
this seems like an un-May thought
Oh yea I worry a lot, I do the same
I mean I dont think anyone is normal tbh
ānormalā doesnt exist
went into test 1 of odes being like āoh a lot of this is just calc review iāll be fine.ā it kicked my ass
you can be normal on some stuff, but not everything
Stop giving me the correct answer to my question
i think it changed me as a person
I donāt want the correct answer thatās objcetively correct you canāt tell me correct things
I had a lab final in a programming class and I totally wouldāve done bad if it werenāt for reviewing how to do csvs in java hours before
Ok you are normal 
Thereās also the question of if Iāll be able to function in a white collar environment. It will definitely be hard for me to let go of being able to yell at my colleagues.
i got reminded recently of the fact that my intro cs class had. handwritten tests. like we had to handwrite the program, comments and all
your CS classes had labs?
it was beyond bizarre
same
yeah
lab exams are the hardest thing thbthbthtbhtb
way more stressful than any other type of exam