I feel like I am doing worse at mafia and putting less effort in because I am somewhat tired of mafia, and from a reasonable person’s perspective it would probably be beneficial to my winrate to take a break. However whenever I’m not playing mafia I straight up get withdrawals
I have to play mafia
Why play mafia then
Why not play mafia then
My brain hates it it hates it so so much days are so dull when I don’t have a stress box I can go in to solve unsolvable puzzles
Nya
Nothing else works because almost all other puzzles are solvable. Like I can’t sink infinite time into the same sudoku or mahjong game and expect that to work. And if I have to start new ones all the time it’s too fleeting and there’s not enough investment
Mafia I can think about arbitrarily wrong. And I can’t ever stop or cheat. And there’s other people involved
It’s difficult and I need difficulty
A new person wanted to play mafia I should have asked them if they like solving unsolvable puzzles
I need to do impossible things
Nya
Nya
Have you tried climbing to the moon
Song of the day is Alice in wonderland (the horror one)
It would probably hurt, I say, like that’s something that would stop me
That’s stuck in my head
My dad’s been playing TotK so I have perpetually been either hearing our hallucinating random background music from it
I haven’t listened to real music in so long
The third Alice was a
Lovely girl from Wonderland
Beautiful, the girl was born
Into a life so grand
She charmed the people
To her every beck and call
Then she birthed a kingdom
That would rise above them all
This Alice was then crowned
Turned into a queen
Ruling all the people here
[Lost within a crazy dream
So afraid of death the girl
Was mindless and warped
Once a gorgeous ruler
Now she’s just an ugly corpse
These lyrics need to go away