oh yeah that’d make sense whoops
i am very tired
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yeah i definitely have heard anecdotes from/about people who had a lot more complicated/messy of situations like that too unfortunately. which sounds brutal as fuck i have so much empathy, it sucked bad enough as it was when the root problem was fairly straightforward as in my case (well like. /dealing/ with it was obv not but i at least knew my enemy so to speak, even if it was hiding from me in food a lot!)
(the way in which i DEVELOPED the allergy is… weird and surrounded by a bunch of other weirdness in a way i am 99.999% sure i will never be able to get hard confirmed but. most of the lasting results of the weirdness have variously either resolved themselves or been resolved at this point and not being able to hard confirm what the actual fuck happened with my ~immune system in late 2019-2020 doesn’t really matter fortunately.)
tw response to ed clinic bit
yeah i can uh. 100% understand how she could end up in a position of needing that.
i think that i am frankly veryyyyy lucky that i had the level of healthy relationship with food and eating that i did as a previous baseline going into all that shit. the way i could feel it impacting my whole way of thinking about food and eating was super. like. it’s hard to articulate how exactly. but i remember during the really bad months during which i was, frankly, kind of obsessively thinking about/focused on food i was like. i kinda felt like it was gonna fuck my brain up about food
and like it probably did some mildly weird shit i think but. pretty tamely all considered. it is pretty wild to me that i didn’t really come away with much in the way of issues trusting food, honestly.
but i wouldn’t be surprised if it (specifically the part at the end moreso) did some similar things in my brain to what like. food insecurity would do idk
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i did this when like. well i swapped it to celsius when i studied abroad almost (what the fuck) seven years ago and just kinda left it like that to try to get a better feel for it idk and like. i do have a rough intution for it! but i also look up the fahrenheit all the time when i want a more exact number i can’t lie lol
Would it have something to do with some coronavirus?
probably not. it’s like fringe conceivably possible but the odds of it actually being related are pretty microscopically small realistically and would have been secondary to the root source of the weirdness if anything psure
me…
I have had a bunch of weird health issues and one of them was common with a specific autoimmune disease. Turns out I have a lot of symptoms of that autoimmune disease, and that 50% of the people with it have the HLA-B27 gene. My father has the HLA-B27 gene and it’s a dominant trait. So, like, I’m now convinced that I absolutely have the HLA-B27 gene and I have some sort of autoimmune thing going on. Unfortunately, there’s no test for the condition I think I have, and it’s handled by a specialist, so I’ve been a bit mentally blocked on trying to see a doctor about it because I’m worried it’s going to be a huge hassle for maybe nothing. Or that I’m right but will be unable to prove it or whatever, but then I begin to question myself and I ignore more severe symptoms showing up down the line. And if the doctor thinks I could be right, the treatment is expensive as fuck drugs that are all mild immunosuppressants which wouldn’t be fun to suddenly start organizing my life around.
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I think when it comes to alot of things in life, serious or facetious like this, the gender gap it ain’t that deep
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favourite characters in jet lag
the bell that rings at 6:14 am CEST at the start of tag across europe 1
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i hate the sun and summer
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Whatever you say vampy
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god yeah that. sounds like a whole can of worms that both could really suck to open and could really suck to not open. oof
Hello Lissa have we met before? Nice to meet you
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hi i do not think so! nice to meet you!
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et sic incipit pati
Hmm…
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i feel chills
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CHILLS… 
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