people talk about âparis syndromeâ like people going to paris and thinking it sucked so much that they freak out but I went and had the opposite where I wasnât really expecting anything too cool but had a really awesome time and would love to go back
like paris ostensibly rocks. great public transit, genuinely delicious pastries everywhere and good food in general, cheap, fascinating history, the eiffel tower is cooler than I thought itâd be. the people were all pretty nice, too.
iâd like to thank you all for participating in my study. the results are. interesting.
iâm imagining a world where people can stop existing (and start existing) as they please. slightly awkward conversation? there you go for four minutes. social anxiety? there goes half your life. deciding youâre bored of your life and you donât ever wanna come back? see you in eighty years when your mind decides you changed your mind, chuckles/
is it something you can control? Like if you really want to stop existing in a moment but also promised someone you wouldnât or have a personal rule not to, what happens.
What do other people see when you pop in and out of existence. what do you experience
noooope
like imagine if there was something there. and then nothing there. then something there. if someone comes back where another object is they get pushed up and out vertically/horizontally
Adam Sandler did it already :/
goddamnit this is what i get for not watching Kinda Pregnant
i moved in
My computer isnt turning onâŚ
Oh i got it
Was on full charge too
Odd
how i feel with 8 hours of Tasks to do tonight, 9 hours of sleep needed, and class in 13 hours

whatcha meant to be doing
some of it is⌠admittedly not actually hard deadlines and ultimately what I will probably push back, but
- in depth weekly post for an online class, lots of research needed (done) lots of writing needed (not started!). Est. like 3 hours on just this one
- random âungradedâ audit systems assignment I can probably not worry about as much but still have to do for participation credit
- type up a law school letter of rec reference sheet with whats on my application so I can send a LoR writer that + send him the link to input the LoR to law schools tomorrow during business hours.
- contact multiple law schools about potentially helping me find a current student / alum to talk to so my âwhy x schoolâ essays can be better + so I can learn about the schools. Well realistically I just need to write the emails to also send tomorrow during business hours.
- shower and do general routine stuff
first 2 and I guess last one are hard deadline for âbefore i go to sleepâ. probs gonna push back the law school emails and work on those during class tmr
a lot of the law school stuff is just my wanting to hit self-set deadlines because its a bad idea to let myself constantly push those back. although I am realistically probably pushing back my law school app timeline another, like, 15 days. which is theoretically fine because I set a very optimistic timeline to start with but I also had reasons to do as much but those are getting outweighed by âI am not progressing in my app as fast as I thought I wouldâ.
My head is splitting open.
God bless motion sickness.
it should be âturn the jekyll into the hydeâ!!! mr. hyde is the evil one!!! come on!!
see itâs especially weird cause you all were the control group. i didnât do anything here. any effect was purely placebo.
