i’ve been trying to write something recently
i plan on it being short. it’s a little too self-inserty but it’s a decent starting point. i don’t really want or need anything grand.
dunno if i’ll stick to it but i’ll try
it’s about two siblings, and one’s trying to convince the other to stop being a “burn-out” and do something with all their talent
i had a problem about whether the burnout “should” return to society but i thought through it whilst trying to phrase that message and now my problem is solved
cause humans as creatures learn from repetition
it sucks but i gotta do it. i kinda have to write just okay stories to learn to write good things, and not give up
bleh i feel awful
and like a frog
being this type of sick sucks
this is fascinating to me because whenever i write just about anything it’s with a specific ending in mind and i usually fill in the blanks from there
whenever i write anything i have a goal, but that’s not usually related to an ending
like “i want a conversation about if people should feel the need to help society as a whole despite how wronged they have been”
I guess I did change the ending a good bit on one of the passion projects i dropped but i think thats part of why i dropped it. i was only 9k words in but did a crazy amount of worldbuilding which i guess i could re-use later
hmm yeah i kinda dont think in those terms at all. my boyfriend does, he definitely likes when stories say something and are written for a purpose like that. I like stories basically entirely on their own / for their own merit which seems simultaenously basic and uncommon
or “what would happen if someone was left feeling better than everyone else and being better in the only way that mattered right now” (which i didn’t really accomplish as well as i would’ve liked, nor do i think was too interesting), or “how can i get these people to give me money”
awesome and valid writing goal that for better or worse always circles back around to nsfw
no i mean seriously i was writing to a corporation to ask them to give me money
it worked i got money i apparently have good looking “professional” “writing”
i should do this. general mills sponsor me i love cinnamon toast crunch
(i’m guessing it was a scholarship thing but idk)
cereal is good but i’m out of milk and i’m so upset
write if that makes u money gang
swimming with the big fishes feel weird
yeah geyde did that actually
truth
Guys turns out
They hadn’t ever talked before,
Kissed,
And then she said she was happy bc she found him cute and thought she bagged a cute guy
So she dmed him on insta
And he ghosted her 