im so stressed bc i CAN NOT FOCUS
and not being able to focus stresses you, and being stressed makes you not able to focus?
yse it is very circular
i feel like i donât wrk hard at all and i have no interests i dedicate myself to
You shoulda done the MCM
what background do you need for that
Itâs mathematical modeling, a wide variety of backgrounds can do it (our majors were chemistry, physics, aeronautical engineering)
You need to be, like, vaguely mathy, you need to know your diffy qs and such, but they also have weird bizarre policy questions and shit
(I spent hte last 4 days in MCM hell so Iâm just bringing up the MCM at any opportunity)
find some
Anyway I dunno I think itâs easy to see yourself as unhardworking/no interests when youâre in school because the very process of school is dedicated to making the shit you do all day seem as easy as possible
Learning is the process of making the stuff you do all day feel easy
And as soon as youâre good at something theyâre like âalright class is over youâre done with thatâ
But also Atlas is right you can just do things
well im very behind with classwork rn but even when im not behind i just prefer to watch shows and relax instead of getting ahead on work or doing hobbies
youâll have more energy if you do things you love
i never have energy
hence my suggestion
even when i do things i love though:( im just tired
then find somethin low energy
like writing