i used to write a lot before college bc i was always angry/sad and now im not lol
so you have solutions to your issues and just donāt act on em?
Are you taking a particularly heavy courseload?
like
itās 5 classes
idk i guess it shouldnāt be causing me issue because compared to other semesters itās not as math intense but work always expands
People have a base need to relax
- The amount of things that a human being can do in one day and
- The amount of things that a human being can do every day for an extended period of time without going crazy
Are very different things
like may youāre so cool w mahjong and mafia and modeling and everything else
but im just like school + nothing tbh
like who am i without schoolā¦
I donāt play mahjong anymore. No time. Stress
I donāt play mafia either. Well I do rarely
I ignored all my coursework for 4 days to do mathematical modeling and am now behind and did poorly on an abstract algebra quiz bc I forgot to explicitly state that some results were in the group that they were obviously in
yeah. they spend all that time on tumblr instead
I donāt anymore!
I think a lot of people have a lot of grief over the fact that stress affects them and they canāt harness every hour in the day. I definitely do. But to borrow from the Kinetic Battery Model that I was thinking about for 4 days, thereās a difference between existing time/energy and accessible time/energy
This might just be the May University talking, but I donāt know anybody in college whoās like⦠really dedicated to a hobby and doesnāt feel like coursework is interfering
you know i heard something interesting a while ago
really smart people tend to be depressed more often.
now i think thatās in part to getting the world more, but i also think its because of what they lack
My roommate goes hiking but only when thereās a day off. My other roommate fences, which causes him to miss dinner basically every day, heās never here. My girlfriend designs jet engines but thatās a career progression thing
also im just so tired all the time
either see a doctor about it or find happiness about it
Anyway. If you really want to do hobbies, and thereās nothing stopping you from doing them, but you find that you donāt end up doing them because you need to relax⦠probably you need to relax, and/or find ways to reduce stress or get yourself more energy*, because thatās the actual barrier to doing hobbies, not Grit and Determination
*Iām repeating the problem statement here a bit: what I mean is making sure youāre eating a good amount every day, have good sleep hygiene, etc.
find the lattermost the biggest entry flaw most of the time