why are you third personing yourself
3AM
collar person is also named mayâŚ
Iâm concerned about the amount of Monster they consume and the fact that theyâre fundamentally insecure and susceptibe to peer pressure especially regarding alcohol which they donât even like and their tendency to modify themselves based on what they think other people want them to be
Theyâre concerned about me working until I collapse on the ground but I want to do that so Iâll keep doing it.
Like the problem is that I look at other people my age and go you are a teenager so fundamentally. Because they are. And I see them as children. Because we are. And it impedes my ability to treat them as, like, to be respected
I guess I wonât technically have this problem when we become in our 20s instead. But that doesnât change anything
Itâs not even that Iâm any better. I just have trouble respecting people who I DO see as equal to me instead of better than me
Eh not even trouble respecting. Most of the time Iâm fine and donât have the complex. Itâs just like. I just get mad when they do anything that can be construed as remotely condescending because then the complex kicks in really hard
my peers have their life more together than me
Itâs not even about life together itâs about like. Social stuff
Itâs not all of them anymore. There are some who I donât hold any condescension toward. But some of them
i only interact with math majors and quizbowlers and somehow theyâre all more social than me
In particular Iâm really bad about people without self control or attention span. Which is somewhat silly given I also lack it. But my academics donât suffer much for it
Specifically, like, being socially insecure, being way too scared of other people and being way too susceptible to peer pressure
that means itâs exactly 0!
there was a brief moment whilst i was half asleep that i looked up âcitationshipâ because i thought it was the word for a ârelationshipâ type thing but between people who are only legally married without engaging in the marriage itself
Incredible
meowww