I mean I’ll probably talk to them about the things I’m thinking about now. Cause it’s something I want to talk to mutual friends about
On the plus side I got invited to live with two of ym friends next year. So I might have housing plans
Having roommates is almost like having a partner in that there are people who have chosen you over anybody else in their life
bullet success thtbthbthtbhtbthbthbthbt
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[most likely my actual skill isn’t represented by my rating after winning 7 games in a row but NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA]
I’ve definitely improved a good amount at bullet tho thbthtbhtbthbthbthb
I could probably climb higher if I had enough sleep
and maaaaaaaaaaaybe a bit of alcohol might help thbthtbthbthb idk
(specifically because I think it helps avoid freezing up. but IDK if this is actually true
also I am not about to actually use alcohol to be better at bullet 
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I think a lot of the improvement comes from bullet-specific skills rather than overall chess skill thtbhtbhtbthbthb
though maybe I’m better with tactics now, that’s possible too
specifically stuff like
- continuing to move quickly even in positions where it might result in minor loss of material
- learning exactly when to start playing for time instead of position (which sometimes means saccing all your pieces to force your opponent to take them)
- where to risk pre-moving
a specific bullet skill is knwoing the enemy opening enough to lure them into a trap they haven’t seen before
Anything that causes the opponent to freeze is good
I should learn to play chess
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NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA TRUE
Folification part 3?
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Okay so the thing about this. Is that I’m not at all consciously SAD about the breakup. But there’s a tension in my chest that has continued essentially the whole time since. Just like a little bit of a pit. And that’s my problem. But it isn’t like any conscious emotions relate to it
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I had the same thing when I got rejected from that accel PhD program (this is what caused me to get in the relationship in the first place, being sad about that made me want comfort so I was physically clingier)
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And this sort of non-sad sadness makes me like. Want companionship more. Like the way I define it to myself is “I need a hug”. I’ve felt it sometimes losing mafia
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Anyway I should learn chess
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how much chess do you knwo thbthtbhtbthbthb
Essentially none ← As my friends can tell you this means substantially more than anybody else’s “essentially none”
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