may.
Yes
I knew exactly what I was doing and did it on purpose and have no regrets
may.

posting this as a new mafia opener
Yes
i have alcohol next to me and i want to drink it but the imagined taste kills me
it didnt even taste that bad but i’m suffering because my mind disagrees
bleh
like to be clear this “one guy” is terry crews. however, it will also be eaten by the shows host, who is just a one guy
i didnt drink any more
the second i put the rest away my mind felt a lot better
that was really weird
I’ve come to the conclusion I have a low sense of self worth and self preservation skills
the first step of prevention is knowing
The self worth doesn’t need to be improved since it doesn’t negatively affect me much, it’s just if I was in a trolly problem myself I probably wouldn’t care too much if a decision ended in me being dead
This matches up with me not caring too much or being personally affected if people die
unfortunately for you others will care about your death
I’m talking to someone who seemed concerned about me being apathetic and as I’m talking to them I’m starting to realize that maybe the medicine I’m taking is more concerned to the h part of adhd
Mayyyyyyyyy
