Other people dont deserve that
I do remember our night actions that game though. All VTs were actually town point vendors so we first gave Manaphy points, then Guava.
hate undersells it, I despise myself ngl.
I hide from my problems instead of facing them, and I know and I still do it
I think its silly to see lying to yourself any different as another
I see no problem lying to bad people, my thought process is consistent
wrong
People who have done nothing wrong deserve better
If somebody lies to me, why shouldnt I lie back?
If somebody breaks my trust, why should I trust them again?
If somebody tries to ruin my life, why should I ever forgive them?
I shouldnt do that. Realism matters, not ideals
But realism as you see it, wouldnt exist if not for others lofty ideals
I dont follow
thats ok I only somewhat follow half what I say
Like the problem with me writing my real role in my notebook, is that your not thinking about it right. My notebook is equivalent to my public claim, I am equivalent to lying and gaslighting myself to thinking im good, and my DM is what my actual role is.
Its like you wouldnt ban somebody from lying in a game of mafia, so the same applies here
I would say intentionally gaslighting yourself as another alignment goes against the spirit of the game, even if allowed
I dont think so, its how people combat social tells.
If you can convince yourself your good, then you can convince anyone