Hmm
but i do believe in arcticâs sincerity so if anyone would like to that would be mutually benefical for everyone involved
Mayyy
Littennnn
My friend is threatening me with communication
itâs easy to dodge the communication textbooks if thrown just a fyi
Cause I kept saying I need to have this difficult conversation with my now ex but Iâm never gonna do it. So she was like okay Tuesday dining hall 6:07PM Iâm going to dit there and youâre going to talk to them
Snorlax of judgment will judge you if you donât
For the record of the chat the thing that happened was last Tuesday collar person was like oh when do your classes end Iâll see you then and I showed up to this time and met them and said hi and talked about my day for like three minutes and they said nothing the whole time. And I was like would you like to come back to my dorm room and they said âI think we should end this relationship weâve been havingâ and I was like âAlright. Any particular reason why?â and they said âif I had to say⌠my body just tells me it feels wrong sometimes and I have to listenâ with a tone of finality so I was like ok and walked off. And we havenât talked about this since
The context makes it worse you were like ^_^ okay letâs hang out
Yeah straight up there was no particular indication of this. They never said a word about this issue before or gave any indication. We had been doing normal relationship things literally days before
Ending the relationship is fine I was broadly quite neutral on whether it continued. But they did it with poor technique. Unfortunate!
My body just sends shivers sometimes and thatâs it
My brain does all the work and unfortunately my brain is too occupied by everything else to care about figuring out how it should feel
I was doing the ^_^ so hard when they said they wanted to break up. In my responses I just kept like the exact same tone. Because I thought it was funny
Well it wasnât because I thought it was funny itâs because I was genuinely just like ok sure but I say âbecause I thought it was funnyâ when I donât want to explain my motives
On an unrelated note I donât actually feel like I would feel what I define as sadness if any of you guys died. I remember atlas saying sometning to the effect of feeling sad if I died but like, you guys dying would be sad but I donât think my brain processes stuff to feel sad unless Iâm seeing someone else distraught
I feel a sort of like almost sadness when I have to mentally adjust for somebody not being there, like I create a mental expectation picture which has the absent person in it and then I have to fix it. And thatâs like. Conceptually sad. But overall Iâm largely the same
basically this ues
I can get myself to be sad but is it really sadness if I have to change my entire mood to care