There’s like acute emotion and conceptual emotion. I can feel conceptually sad or happy about something, like I think it’s sad or happy, but it doesn’t make me Feel The Emotion Sad, the thing with the physical feeling in your body and brain which affects your nervous system and heart rate
Acute emotion is not really part of my conception of myself and my brain it’s just a thing my body does sometime. I treat it the same as having a cold
And then there’s a different mood thing where I feel happy for no particular reason
I often feel really happy immediately after, like, I stop having acute sadness emotion (usually this happens because my physical pain is bad for no reason)
This sounds edgy conceptually but please understand that I have autonomic dysfunction so being particularly emotional is like disabling to me. Your heart rate slightly rises when you’re anxious. I like get pain so bad I can’t walk. So avoiding this is literally a matter of health
It doesn’t sound edgy because I have absolutely no idea what the words you uttered mean
Being normal-person-sad like with crying and shit just feels like being sick to me and I treat it the same way
It doesn’t feel like it’s Me being sad it feels like it’s something my body has just decided to do
Oh
I’m going to eat something
Dunno what
I saw a pill bottle and my first thought was can I eat it
What is bacon wrapped scallops
I can’t microwave it
I want it tho
litten.
Benguined I want them
I can preheat the oven
litten how does eating bacon usually go
benguined it only says to bake for 16-18 minutes until an internal temperature is reached, which I can definitely not check because I don’t have a temp measured