fucked my wife
hate that guy
Some people say āchatā is the first real fourth person pronoun.
Iād buy that given how often I use it on a day-to-day basis.
truly out of left field
Glorious Bodies: Trans Theology and Renaissance Literature, Gordon
saw this and it looks cool might cop once im not too broke
the lenny face was truly historical
oh wow this looks awesome i might get it too lol
Are you serious
this the method i go lowkey
Which Vulgard post?
seems like a really interesting read but iām dubious about the idea of a āpostsecularā transgender life. thatās not to discredit the actual historical value of it as a text or anything, just an element of the premise I have trouble with, even if I agree that being trans isnāt incompatible with a religious perspective on the world
i consider being transgender sacred only in a very loose sensse, and I donāt particularly wish to be literally sacred.
i think it comes down to the fact that i have fairly strong religious trauma despite notionally never being religious
this is due to Complicated Reasons that come down to, like. my entire life i have been eroded from all directions by clamouring, empty creeds, and that includes millitant atheism and saccharine agnosticism just as much as it includes the heavy religious tinging to the reasons why my bullies hated me and how they tormented me.
iāve come away with a strong disgust for religious ways of life that seem to define themselves not by any kind of philosophy or mythology but by a slobbering desire to propogate. that everything is just a message, and our only purpose is to shout the message until everyone is shouting with us.
it is a sickness unconnected to religion. i think it can happen to any kind of idea - the organised agnosticisms and atheisms of the anglosphere I grew up with were exactly the same. but it is a sickness of thought that hangs around religious language so often.
sing with us.
shout with us.
live with us.
kill with us.
there is no story that can touch every heart - but if we use our hands to help, surely we can make our story echo through every mind?
our creed is not a belief. it is the process of striving to believe, of making you strive to believe with us, so you can do whatever youāre supposed to do.
i will cease such musings, because Iām skirting very close to lines I donāt wish to cross here.
yeah
hi ella
hi i have done that thing where i Get Better Mentally and thus am now equipped to tackle a new mental level boss. honestly, itās cathartic as hell and it seems to really be helping